Ever since my kidney problems began, I’ve lost 20lbs. That makes me weighing at 112lbs. The sad thing is… I look sick and I’m still losing weight! I eat regularly and healthy, too. It’s not the healthy “I just lost weight!” look either.

It’s hard, at times, to look at myself in the mirror.

I went to my old high school last week to pick up a duplicate re-print (some new policy for the WA King County schools — it sucks because it says 2007 and not 2001!) copy of my diploma. I lost my original one when I moved out of my ex-boyfriend’s back in 2003. While waiting for the school registrar administrator, my former Art teacher walked by. We exchanged greetings and she asked me if I’ve been having rough times. I didn’t understand what she meant by it until she started talking about her son going through rehab because of an “ice” (Methamphetamine) addiction. Of course, I told her about what happened to me during the summer. Anyway…

I look like a druggie?! Oh my goodness. This is so depressing.

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